kadang terasa jenuh dengan semua beban hidup yang seakan terus memburu tanpa tau akan berakhir kapan.. kadang merasa lelah karena air mata ini tiada berhenti mengalir dari pelupuk mataku.. hari ini, aku sedikit mendapat pencerahan.. pencerahan untuk salah satu masalah terberatku.. terima kasih untuk kak Ria, hari ini aku belajar banyak darimu.. aku masih ingat betul kata-katamu tadi.. "disini, kamu harus siap dimaki-maki, kamu harus siap dimarahin.. kamu harus siap mengorbankan apapun, uang, tenaga, bahkan waktu, kamu harus siap mengorbankan itu semua".. yaa kira2 begitu ungkapan kak ria yang aku tangkap tadi..
sometimes feel bored with all the burden of life seemed to continue to hunt without the know will end sometime .. sometimes feel tired because of this there is no stopping the tears flowing from my eye lids .. Today, I'm having a bit of enlightenment .. enlightenment to one of my biggest problems .. thank you for the sister Ria, today I learned a lot from you .. I still remember very well what you said earlier .. "Here, you should be ready cursed, you should be ready in mad .. you should be ready to sacrifice anything, money, power, and even time, you should be ready to sacrifice it all" .. yaa so phrases about sisters that I caught was fun ..
saya sangat mengerti kak, dan insyaAllah saya siap.. dari awal Allah telah memilih saya untuk berada disini, dan saya tidak ingin jadi salah seorang yang gugur ditengah jalan.. selama saya masih bisa berkontribusi disini, dan selama kontribusi saya diperlukan, sebisa mungkin saya akan lakukan, memcoba melakukan yang terbaik, semampu saya.. tapi maaf kalau saya belum bisa maksimal, saya belum terbiasa dengan keadaan seperti ini, masih harus banyak belajar, dan saya harap kakak bisa membimbing saya di jalan ini..
I am very understanding sister, and inshaAllah I am ready .. from the beginning God has chosen me to be here, and I do not want to be one of those who died half way through .. as long as I still can contribute here, and as long as my contribution is required, I will do as much as possible, attempting to do the best, as I can .. but sorry if I have not been able to leverage, I am not familiar with circumstances like this, still have much to learn, and I hope the sister can guide me in this way ..
sometimes feel bored with all the burden of life seemed to continue to hunt without the know will end sometime .. sometimes feel tired because of this there is no stopping the tears flowing from my eye lids .. Today, I'm having a bit of enlightenment .. enlightenment to one of my biggest problems .. thank you for the sister Ria, today I learned a lot from you .. I still remember very well what you said earlier .. "Here, you should be ready cursed, you should be ready in mad .. you should be ready to sacrifice anything, money, power, and even time, you should be ready to sacrifice it all" .. yaa so phrases about sisters that I caught was fun ..
saya sangat mengerti kak, dan insyaAllah saya siap.. dari awal Allah telah memilih saya untuk berada disini, dan saya tidak ingin jadi salah seorang yang gugur ditengah jalan.. selama saya masih bisa berkontribusi disini, dan selama kontribusi saya diperlukan, sebisa mungkin saya akan lakukan, memcoba melakukan yang terbaik, semampu saya.. tapi maaf kalau saya belum bisa maksimal, saya belum terbiasa dengan keadaan seperti ini, masih harus banyak belajar, dan saya harap kakak bisa membimbing saya di jalan ini..
I am very understanding sister, and inshaAllah I am ready .. from the beginning God has chosen me to be here, and I do not want to be one of those who died half way through .. as long as I still can contribute here, and as long as my contribution is required, I will do as much as possible, attempting to do the best, as I can .. but sorry if I have not been able to leverage, I am not familiar with circumstances like this, still have much to learn, and I hope the sister can guide me in this way ..
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